The picture of a sunny day.

In 2 days and 1 hour I will be moving to Chicago, 900 miles from home, 500 miles from my nearest friends, to do a year of service with an LGBTQ community organization.

Sometimes I’m all “YAY there’s concerts and fireworks over the lake and an active subreddit and tons of radical organizations and kink groups and an ADF grove and a VERTICAL FARM I’m going to make ALL THE FRIENDS FOREVER AND BE SO HAPPY”

And sometimes I’m like “Nobody’s going to like me and I’m going to fuck up and every queer person in Chicago is going to be like ‘GO HOME YOU KYRIARCHAL BREEDER DOUCHENOZZLE’ and I’ll be like ‘kay :(’ and then I have to move back in with my parents except I’ve sold my car and then I DIE ALONE”

I need to learn moderation.